Thank God for web friends , The Fam, and many other blog constiguents, who have helped me to take a thorough look at Privacy, Blog Expectations, and Desire. I do believe my expectations were high even though I knew the outcome. Tapemaster gave a thorough description on why he does what he does. I have heard that from countless others who have stuck to their own agenda and that is to educate listeners and share their music. S.O.U.L. made me think about how much I really wanted to do this, Gil and many others were simply supportive in whatever way I went. But what really made me change my mind was my experience on the other sites that went private. It becomes the same group of folks who comment and you don't get to share with the world, the younger generation doesn't get the education, ol headz don't get that walk down memory lane, thus defeating the purpose. You do not have to worry about me crying about this thing again. The only decision I will be making of this magnitude is to quit all together and I don't think that will be happening soon! I am back and here to stay things may be slow things may be fast but I aint going know where and there will be no more messages or threats to go private!!